heart led falls

Mon, 02 Feb 2004 22:53:43 GMT

i love how people have to fight over their journals :) it just makes my life COMPLETE. how about...no.

but anyway, instead of sitting here and ranting about how much of a complete moron some people are, how about i talk about my day? well lets see, it was dandy. i can't wait til friday. i just wanna go out and have some fun and never have to deal with school again. that'd be nice.

i've definitely found out who my friends are in life. its like as soon as something goes wrong, someone runs out and um...yeah. so thanks to all my *gangstars* for everything, you guys are awesome.

how about you shove it up your butt? thanks.

did i mention how much people piss me off?

sar.

Sun, 01 Feb 2004 05:46:26 GMT

ok so maybe THIS is the actual funniest conversation i've ever had with joseph in my LIFE.

JoeManSlim: was bryce
JoeManSlim: right
JoeManSlim: about u
JoeManSlim: tongiht
wishfulxthnkr: what?
JoeManSlim: like when he said u wanted to do stuff
wishfulxthnkr: i dunno lol
wishfulxthnkr: why
JoeManSlim: i was just asking bryce if he was serious
JoeManSlim: and he was like talk to her
wishfulxthnkr: well what do you think
JoeManSlim: i think
JoeManSlim: nope
wishfulxthnkr: why do you think that
JoeManSlim: because
JoeManSlim: ur never horny
JoeManSlim: lol
wishfulxthnkr: but see
wishfulxthnkr: you also think im straight as a board
JoeManSlim: only at like once every month when u have a super horny self
JoeManSlim: huh?
JoeManSlim: straight?
JoeManSlim: ur gay?
wishfulxthnkr: NO
wishfulxthnkr: dear lord
wishfulxthnkr: you think that i've like never done anything bad or ever thought about it
JoeManSlim: ya
wishfulxthnkr: which is not true
JoeManSlim: hmmm
wishfulxthnkr: what
wishfulxthnkr: well i mean when i said i wouldn't do stuff with you i probably should've told you that i just needed to get comfortable first
JoeManSlim: oh okay
wishfulxthnkr: yeah
wishfulxthnkr: sooo
wishfulxthnkr: and the talking stops
JoeManSlim: lol
JoeManSlim: no it doesn't
JoeManSlim: its great
wishfulxthnkr: what is
JoeManSlim: nothing
JoeManSlim: so
JoeManSlim: u really wanted to make out with me tonight?
wishfulxthnkr: why, does it make you feel better if i say yes lol
wishfulxthnkr: say something bubba
JoeManSlim: r u
JoeManSlim: gay?
wishfulxthnkr: .....no?
wishfulxthnkr: what the heck
JoeManSlim: lol good
wishfulxthnkr: you're so weird
JoeManSlim: lol check out my profile
wishfulxthnkr: LOL YOU IDIOT
JoeManSlim: nvm
JoeManSlim: wait
JoeManSlim: u see it?
wishfulxthnkr: YES
JoeManSlim: HAHAHAHAHAHA
JoeManSlim: cool
wishfulxthnkr: LOL YOU IDIOT
wishfulxthnkr: ok now say something stupid
wishfulxthnkr: so i can put it in mine
JoeManSlim: lol no check it
JoeManSlim: now*
wishfulxthnkr: JOSEPH
wishfulxthnkr: CHANGE IT
wishfulxthnkr: LOL
JoeManSlim: no
wishfulxthnkr: change it!
JoeManSlim: no
wishfulxthnkr: JOSEPH LOL
wishfulxthnkr: this isn't even funny
wishfulxthnkr: even though im laughing hysterically
JoeManSlim: hahahaha
JoeManSlim: I KNO
JoeManSlim: I KNO
wishfulxthnkr: THANK YOU
wishfulxthnkr: twittyagencies@hotmail.com says:
when you want to scare somebody.. show them this:
twittyagencies@hotmail.com says:
http://images.ibsys.com/2004/0129/2802070_200X150.jpg
wishfulxthnkr: what is it?
JoeManSlim: wtf
JoeManSlim: is all of this
wishfulxthnkr: click the link
wishfulxthnkr: is it scary?
JoeManSlim: AHHH
JoeManSlim: THAT NIGGA
JoeManSlim: hahahahahaha
wishfulxthnkr: LOL WHAT
wishfulxthnkr: ok now look at my profile
JoeManSlim: its a big black nigga
wishfulxthnkr: ryan says :
wishfulxthnkr: twittyagencies@hotmail.com says:
hahahakjdhjsakhdkjhsa
wishfulxthnkr: cuz i showed him what you said
JoeManSlim: NO
JoeManSlim: u did
JoeManSlim: hahahaHAHAHAHAH
wishfulxthnkr: WHAT?!
wishfulxthnkr: oh my lord joseph
wishfulxthnkr: you crack me up
JoeManSlim: hmmm
JoeManSlim: good

Fri, 30 Jan 2004 03:39:30 GMT

i just found...the funniest conversation...i've ever had in my life. this is from a year ago. im freckleface242.

GurlNBlack: Michelle I saw you in the chat last night, and I know that you're after ryans ho arent u
FreckleFace242: one, my names not michelle
GurlNBlack: woo new identity
FreckleFace242: alright you caught me
GurlNBlack: good u whore that makes two of us
FreckleFace242: my names michelle and im from england.
GurlNBlack: now if u wanna play the games, follow the rules
FreckleFace242: now listen here bitch, before you go iming me get your damn facts straight
GurlNBlack: So now u want to admit it,
GurlNBlack: thought ur name was sarah eh?
FreckleFace242: my fuckin name is sarah
GurlNBlack: like I said, its not a fuckin zinch of a problem matie
FreckleFace242: why the hell do you even bother
GurlNBlack: screw u mench
FreckleFace242: right if ur even gonna TRY and insult me, atleast get something good.
GurlNBlack: just because you left the circ' doesnt mean you gotta hate
FreckleFace242: left the what the fuck?
GurlNBlack: Look Michelle im tryna get u a fuckin break off on this new deal, are u in or are u gonna follow terr around til u got her neck?
FreckleFace242: what?
GurlNBlack: come on, everyone knows u want in on the most popular manwhore
GurlNBlack: i'd kill him if i saw him
FreckleFace242: alright what in the fucking hell are you talking about
FreckleFace242: explain
GurlNBlack: So since u left the circ' five days ago now you want to act like u dont talk mench anymo? u fuckin idiot lol
FreckleFace242: lol seriously explain
GurlNBlack: whos to laugh, marie is gonna slice ur throat if u dont stop fuckin
FreckleFace242: fuckin what?
GurlNBlack: ur slow
FreckleFace242: no shit
GurlNBlack: just know, when u get in on mr fuckalot gimme details, stay away from the House Of Dark cuz marie will wait on you
GurlNBlack: who knows if she got razors in her mouth
FreckleFace242: alright you lil bitch, my names sarah not michelle so why don't you go fuckin talk to someone else?
GurlNBlack: Like I said, once the cops question you, you're names gonna change but ooohh they arent tappin in this convo seriously cuz no one else can do that shit but justin orwell
FreckleFace242: dude i'm dead fucking serious
FreckleFace242: and justin orwells a bastard
GurlNBlack: Justins my brother you slut
FreckleFace242: alright
GurlNBlack: ur the one who fucked him up and down all night two weeks ago, how the hell can u not notice
FreckleFace242: dunno
GurlNBlack: whats that mean
GurlNBlack: OK WAIT
FreckleFace242: WHAT
GurlNBlack: before ur stupid ass crosses the line, i need u to boost. and calm it, when u go to orlando, get on 67 and go the fuckalots home, screw him so bad his little bitch ass girlfriend will feel it, u know its real easy to win him over
FreckleFace242: alright gotcha
FreckleFace242: alright so who am i exactly fucking like theres no tomorrow?
GurlNBlack: oh dont tell me u dont know.
FreckleFace242: im drawing a blank here
GurlNBlack: MURDER BY FUCKIN NUMBERED BROWN!? OH my gosh u idiot, dont tell me i have completely lost u to the good side
GurlNBlack: u stupid little mench
FreckleFace242: nope im all badass baby
GurlNBlack: uve lost it babes
FreckleFace242: look just gimme time to cool down
GurlNBlack: i think who should be sliced is u
GurlNBlack: give poor terr a scare and send her on her way
FreckleFace242: right now?
GurlNBlack: Ok listen, dont go to bed tonight, u might have pleasant dreams
FreckleFace242: alright
GurlNBlack: Oh yeah and tell ryan to quit bluffin before i come over there and raise hell like he did to me.
GurlNBlack: Ok im done scaring u for one day,
FreckleFace242: what?
GurlNBlack: oh YEAH check on ur sister in the girlhouse,..shes in the bathtub.
GurlNBlack: has been for 2 days.
GurlNBlack: goodnight..
GurlNBlack: one more thing..ring ring :-)
FreckleFace242: so what are you tryin to tell me ?
GurlNBlack: tell me, did u really think i killed ur sis? STUPID FUCK ur the one who taught me how to work a fuckin glamour!
FreckleFace242: wtf?
GurlNBlack: bye whore, call me when KAILA wakes
FreckleFace242: will do

Thu, 29 Jan 2004 02:00:25 GMT

to start off...this week has been gay. well not really, because a lot of it has been a lot of fun. but of course, it comes with a block full of drama.

drama number one: joe and i broke up. yes it happened. dont ask about it.

drama number two: everybody getting pissed at each other. it sucks but it happens.

i've realized that ill never truly be happy. I mean yeah, i can have my fling of happiness, but i really have to get back on track. without God in my life, i will never be happy. nothing can happen without him, which i know is why shy and i are having problems and why the crap with joe went downhill.

tuesday joe and caroline came over and we hung out in my room for awhile then heather came over. we walked up to the pizza place and met brian and a bunch of people there. it was a lot of fun, everything seemed perfect.

yesterday me, brian, joe, mongo, lisa, brians sister and her friend, and caroline walked to bond park to go sledding. it was fun i guess. then i spent the night at carolines house. talked on the phone all night then passed out. woke up this morning, drove around with bryce for a couple hours and talked, then hung out with lisa.

i dont know what i'd do without all my friends. i love you guys so much. you've saved me so many times and i dont know how im going to repay you. just know that i love you.

ill post some pictures of how gangster me and caroline are when she sends them to me.

sar.

Tue, 27 Jan 2004 08:10:35 GMT

i just thought i'd update because i haven't updated in awhile and i have a lot on my mind.

tonight was so screwed up. bryce ims me and he's like you know that ashley m girl thats on joes cellphone and i was like yeah... and he's like im talking to her. and so we all start talking to this girl ashley and we're finding it absolutely hilarious. i have never laughed so hard in my life. so then all the sudden she tells me that everytime her and joe talk he's always the one to say bye and that he loves her and everything. and i dont know, since im his girlfriend and everything, it hurts. so yeah i got upset for a little while but brian adn bryce talked to me and really helped.

i dont know i guess it just scared me. i ahd so much fun today with joe. just hanging out in my room and going to get pizza and stuff...it was really nice. i like him so so so much and it scares the crap out of me that theres someone else. i hate it. but i get to see him tomrrow. and i cant wait. he means so much to me.

sar.

Sun, 25 Jan 2004 14:06:18 GMT

her last kiss: sarah i was just laying down in bed and i started crying because i dont know how to think of you not being in my life :'( i cant handle it sarah. and it kills me that theres even a slight chance you wont come here because thats all i have to look forward to and its the only thing i need. i need it so so bad and it hurts sarah because youre such a big part of me and half of my heart is nc with you. and youre the only friend ive ever had thats stuck by me so long and dealt with me and havent given up. and youre such a big part of me and i cant be this far away from you forever. and im so scared itll turn out that way. because when im scared i think of all the negative things and i cant help it. im just so scared cause i cant handle it. i cant not being best friends with you. we are now but im so scared of the future

Auto response from her last kiss: bed cuz im tired ;-)

her last kiss: because i need this sarah :'( its the only thing i can truely say i need and youre the only person in my whole life that i know that i can say i would give my life for. and i just want to be able to hang out and go have fun and the only thing that helps is knowing you might be here. but theres this chance youre not and i dont know what to do with that at all. and i know i have to wait and see but i feel so alone lately and i need you here in 2 years sarah. i need you more than i need anything. and i hate putting that pressure on you but i cant help it
her last kiss: anyway, i love you. im going back to bed

i love you shyanne marie. best friends forever.

sar.

Sat, 24 Jan 2004 14:49:22 GMT

hm so basically how do i say this. everything that once made me happy, has fallen.

so i dont have a best friend anymore. its all this gay crap and im so tired of it. take my advice and never meet a best friend online: it causes too much pain. but yeah.

i went to bond park for a show last night. that was fun. i got to hang around with people that i haven't seen since...last weeked. but yeah it was fun.

ehh i dont even know what to talk about. everythings just so blah. i feel alone...like she was my other half. but i've felt it for awhile so i dont know why its suddenly a big deal. i dont know. life sucks sometimes, but its going to get better. i know it will.

uh yeah...tried out for the musical. my audition was really good. i messed up on the song a little bit but nothing big. i didnt make it because only seniors did. go figure. but whatever. just something else to whine about.

sar.

Wed, 21 Jan 2004 03:21:51 GMT

err lets see. this 3 day weekend SUCKED. i was everywhere but it just sucked for some reason. the only day that was amazing was saturday. so i shall talk about that.

that morning i went to joes house for a couple of hours and hung out with him. it was nice we watched part of dirty dancing haha. then we went to pk's game and made fools of ourselves by cheering for him. too bad he lost. then we went to pk's house for their band practice. man these boys have talent. seriously im not just saying that. so we hung out there for awhile then at the last minute we decided to go to the movies. notice we didnt see a movie because we just didnt, adn we walked around in the cold and rain. but it was so much fun for some reason.

im trying out for the musical on friday. wish me luck.

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sar.

Wed, 14 Jan 2004 02:14:03 GMT

today was fun. school was good. schools always good. its when i come home that it sucks. but later i went to dance with natalie and caitlin and joe came too to watch. it was cool. we all went out to dinner before and then headed on up. ok i know this is short but my back really hurts so ill update again later.
-sar-

Mon, 12 Jan 2004 01:26:42 GMT

screw the friends only thing. thats incredibly gay.

i went to the mall with li today. it was cool we got our eyebrows waxed. it finally looks good. then everyone met us there. joes little sister is so cute. i love her to death. i got to take care of her while they left to get pk and she's just so adorable. but yeah we stayed there for awhile and hung out.

JoeManSlim: i actually
JoeManSlim: want to kno
JoeManSlim: i don't usually do this online
JoeManSlim: i was going to ask u today but it just seemed like a good time didn't come up
JoeManSlim: but n e way
JoeManSlim: do u wanna go out with me
JoeManSlim: like boyfreind/girlfreind
wishfulxthnkr: yeah :-)

sarahs a happy girl.

sar.

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 17:31:24 GMT

comment and you shall be added :)

Fri, 02 Jan 2004 15:18:08 GMT

happy new year everyone.

new years eve i went over to natalies house and we went to rockola cafe and chilled and everything. then we went over to pk's. holy...crap thos kids...are crazy. so we hung out over there and everything in "the shag room". which was this ghetto room full of pillows? it was actually quite funny. then apparently news 14 carolina's time was off by 4 minutes with new yorks time. so natalie and i went down and counted down with ny, then perry joe pk and harrison counted down with news 14. crazy stuff.

yesterday we went to the mall with the same people. crazy crap.

that night we went to the movies and saw cheaper by the dozen. eh. its ok. nothing special.

sar.

Tue, 30 Dec 2003 17:16:18 GMT

ok so i got home from kansas yesterday. it was erm, quite interesting.

the day we got there we walked out of the airport and my uncle had a flat tire. the jack broke in the process and we then used a jack and a book. hmm.

saw all of my cousins and everything. it was fun. billy wasn't there. i really miss billy. i love him to death and he's gotten himself in so much trouble and i just really miss him. i wish he'd get back to normal and start visiting again.

i dont know it was a good trip and everything. i'm glad i saw everyone. but i missed people here.

ill have pictures again later. im just too lazy to upload them. haha.

sar.

merry christmas

Fri, 26 Dec 2003 04:00:28 GMT

merry christmas :)
sarah got lots of stuff like a digital camera, dvd player, clothes, picture frames, a watch, pjs, stuff like that.

im leaving for kansas tomorrow. should be fun, we're going to see my dads family for christmas. which, you know, equals more presents. haha. oh well. i'll try and update there, if not, i'll update when i get back. ill be back on monday. merry christmas everyone. God loves you.

ok so i talked to my parents today and shyanne might be coming to stay with us for a week. how awesome is that? we're finally going to meet. hopefully.

sar.

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 19:57:57 GMT

<NUMBER OF...
:x: piercings = 4...ears if that even counts
:x: tattoos = none
:x: height = 5'4
:x: shoe size = 7 1/2
:x: hair color = blonde/red
:x: siblings = 1 bro

LAST...
:x: movie you rented = anger management and mothman prophecies
:x: movie you bought = probably like aladdin
:x: song you listened to = Me vs Madonna vs Elvis by BN
:x: song that was stuck in your head = dunno
:x: cd you listened to = brand new
:x: person you've called = shy
:x: person that's called you = shy lol
:x: tv show you've watched = im watching the gauntlet
:x: person you were thinking of = *shrugs*
:x: friend you made = this girl i met online
DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = no
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = jacksonville with shyanne
:x: think about suicide = nope
:x: you believe in online dating = no comment or ill get my butt kicked
:x: others find you attractive = probably not
:x: you want more piercings = yep
:x: you drink = no sire
:x: you do drugs = heeeeeeeck no
:x: you smoke = no
:x: you like cleaning = not really
:x: you like roller coasters = yes
:x: you write in cursive or print = print

FAVORITE...
:x: food = mashed potatoes
:x: song = *shrug*
:x: thing to do = spend time with your best firend talking and laughing about stupid stuff that no one else would find important or funny
:x: thing to talk about = future
:x: sports = soccer
:x: drinks = diet coke
:x: clothes = *shrugs*
:x: movies = mona lisa smile
:x: singer = i dont know, christina aguilera has a pretty voice
:x: holiday = christmas

HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl = if she's my best friend yeah
:x: ever cried over a boy = yes
:x: ever lied to someone = yeah
:x: ever been in a fist fight = no
:x: ever been arrested = no

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = not really
:x: funny = people laugh, but im not sure if its with me or at me
:x: hot = er
:x: friendly = depends on the sitaution
:x: amusing = i dont know
:x: ugly = i dont think im ugly but i dont think im pretty either
:x: caring = yeah, i think i care too much
:x: sweet = if i need to be
:x: dorky = yes ma'am

Wed, 24 Dec 2003 01:58:24 GMT

silly pictures time since i haven't done that.

Tue, 23 Dec 2003 20:04:27 GMT

i would just like to dedicate this post to brandy, saying:
HILARY DUFF SUCKS
:)

Mon, 22 Dec 2003 19:12:46 GMT

dance sassy love: :-(
wishfulxthnkr: and you knwo whats funny
wishfulxthnkr: she's going to get my presents today.
dance sassy love: :-\
wishfulxthnkr: i wish i didnt waist my money.
wishfulxthnkr: waste waist whatever
dance sassy love: you got her something ?
wishfulxthnkr: i got her like 4 things

wishfulxthnkr: and then spent 6 bucks on shipping
wishfulxthnkr: theres a good waist of 26 dollars
dance sassy love: oh.
dance sassy love: whatd you get her
wishfulxthnkr: i got her this lil journal thing for her poetry
wishfulxthnkr: and a picture frame that says best friends
wishfulxthnkr: then this lil calender thing that has a quote for each day about best friends
wishfulxthnkr: and a cross airfreshner for her car
dance sassy love: aw.
dance sassy love: you sent it already ?
wishfulxthnkr: friday
wishfulxthnkr: oh wellll
wishfulxthnkr: crap happens
dance sassy love: so yall arent talking.
wishfulxthnkr: nah
dance sassy love: :9
dance sassy love: that sucks.
dance sassy love: :-(*
dance sassy love: how long have yall been friends ??
wishfulxthnkr: 2 years
dance sassy love: and yr just gonna let that go away ?
wishfulxthnkr: basically
wishfulxthnkr: im tired of dealing with this stupid crap
dance sassy love: :-(
wishfulxthnkr: its not worth it to me anymore

life sucks.

Mon, 22 Dec 2003 02:09:49 GMT

ok so finals are over. thank God. i think i did pretty well on all of them. actually, i know i did very well on all of them. which is good. im just glad they're over.

friday night i went to the movies with caitlin. we went to the other movie theater that no one goes to just for that reason: no one goes there. we were trying to avoid people. so we walk out and there, is brian. not that that's a bad thing, it was jsut weird. because no one ever goes there. so then we walked up to wendys and hung out there for awhile. when we walked out, we saw brian and his friend and they got pulled over by 2 cops. it was kinda funny. we saw mona lisa smile. it was such a good movie. i loved it.

saturday i sat around and did absolutely nothing all day. literally. caitlin came over that night and we went in the hot tub and rented movies and stuff. then she spent the night. it was lots of fun. i love caitlin, she's such an awesome person.

today we got up and lounged around then went to kohls. just shopped i guess, didn't really get anything. then i went to church with christina. that was fun. im finally starting to get into the christmas spirit.

i can't wait til christmas. its going to be so much fun. i always love christmas.

Do you drink [alcohol]?: no
Do you party a lot? How often?: not really
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: no.
How often do you use the word like in an average hour?: more than necessary
Do you skip classes? How often?: no
Do you have casual sex? Protected?: try no.
Do you steal?: no its stupid
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: no
Do you drool over celebrities?: no
Do you watch a lot of TV?: nope
Do you ever watch the News?: every now and then
Do you even care about world issues?: depends on if its gay or not
Do you read books often?: every now and then
Are you failing a lot of your classes?: none
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: yeah
Do you smoke cigarettes?: smokings retarded and so is everyone who does it
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: no it gets boring and 711 is stupid for not having one here
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: no
Do you cuss a lot?: nope. 10 months and counting.
Are you desperate to fit in?: does it look like it?
Are you intelligent?: i guess
The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?: no
Black eyeliner?: smetimes
Black eyeshadow?: no
Black trenchcoat?: no
Black boots?: no
Black fishnets?: no
Black nail polish?: no
Cigarettes?: no
Heavy metal music?: no
Marilyn Manson?: no
Kittie?: no
Cradle of Filth?: no.
Constant frown and perpetual angst?: no
Do you like to be seen as: sarah
Are you an intellectual?: i guess
An atheist?: I love my God with all my heart.
Horrible home life?: no
Hopelessly depressed?:no
Suffering with suicidal idealations?: no
Self-mutilation?: no
wow im so goth. not.
The Punk Stereotype
Plaid?: no
Big black boots?: no.
Mohawk?: no
Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]: no.
Loud, confident and opinionated?: if you piss me off you're going to know it
Wild hair colors?: no
NOFX?: no
Rancid?: eh
Well versed on political scandals and outrages?: yeah
A: anarchist? no.
wow im so punk. just like every other freaking person in america. go die.
The Jock Sterotype
What's your IQ?: dunno
Do you watch a lot of sports?: hockey, football, soccer
Play a lot of sports?: soccer, dance if you count it
Talk a lot about sports?: maybe
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?: yeah
Are you arrogant?: no
Are you a male or female whore?: no
Are you homophobic?:no
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: uh if i was gay i would
But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?: depends
Boobs = i hate them. especially if you have big ones.
Parties = eh
Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = thats ok
The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: 15 minutes most.
Have you ever been on a diet?: many times
How much did you lose?: depends
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?: diet
Make yourself throw up?: no
Make-up?: every once in the while. i dont feel the need in making myself look fake.
Low-cut tops?: no
How big are your boobies? D
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: once again, if i was gay
Giggle a lot?: i prefer to call it laughing unless im being stupid
What's the deal with boys?: haven't figured it out yet.
Thongs? no thanks
Pretty bras?: a bras a bra.
YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?: ym, teen, and cosmo lol
Who's the weaker sex?: they both have weaknesses
Are you a feminist?: sure
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?: not really
How often do you shave your legs?: depends
How about your armpits?: enough
Are you emotional?: yes
Especially when on your period?: very
This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.]
Originality or Acceptance?: originality
Independence or Companionship?: both
Stability or Freedom?: who knows
Personal or Interpersonal?: Interpersonal
Introvert or Extrovert?: intro
Popularity or Isolation?: isolation
Unique or Loved?: unique
Understood or Individual?: individual
You or Them?: them

sar.

Wed, 17 Dec 2003 21:33:26 GMT

ahhh tomorrow marks the beginning of finals. i love finals. really. i do. please note the sarcasm. but yes, to kick off the great mad lets study now because we didnt feel like it earlier spree, me, whitney, christina, and caroline are going to barnes and noble to sit and drink coffee and study. whats better than that? probably the drinking coffee without studying part. but hey, atleast i get coffee.

im really pissed off right now. but i think some stupid whore with a tampon on stuck up their butt should realize, you mess with my best friend, you're gonna mess with me :). go die. and burn.

that is all.

sar.

Wed, 17 Dec 2003 02:45:55 GMT

hey guys. brandy and i made a community cuz we're just cool like that. sassyxcore so pleaaaaase check it out and join. laurens our only member and we need new people :( it makes me sad.

not only that but i joined a couple. i joined northcarolina and calvary.nothing real interesting but its getting me started. i have like no friends on here lol. think im kidding? go check.

eh today was ok. i came home from dance with so much drama. its fun. let me tell you.

im really stressing out about exams. im going to do so bad on my geometry exam. i really have to get cramming tomorrow. i can't wait until all this is over.

kill me now.

sar.

Mon, 15 Dec 2003 22:05:48 GMT

okkk so i stayed home sick today. it kinda sucked :-\ extremely boring. i cant wait til this weeks over. then its christmas and theres no school and ahhhh.

um as of a couple of days ago i had my life figured out. after highschool i was going to move to florida go to college there and then become a second grade teacher. live with my best friend, grow up there, you know, everything planned out and perfect. lets hope it stays like that.

i need to join a lil community thing and meet new people on here. i dont know which one though. if you have any ideas, leave me a comment.

sar.

ps: people need to stop with their bs drama: how your boyfriend broke up with you for the 239472937 time, how you're pissed because someone listens to the same song as you, awlkejfawoeifjawepiojfawefoij.

fill in the blank

Mon, 15 Dec 2003 03:21:17 GMT

1. Name/Nick/Age - Sarah - sarbear, sar, sarha - 16
2. Girlfriend/Boyfriend - no
3. What do you do when you feel bad? - cry lol
4. Do you always tell the truth? - i try to
5. Are you happy? - for the most part
6. Do you believe in God? - more than anything in the world
7. Do looks matter? - i'd like to say no, but i do like to make myself look decent
8. Politics? - eh

9. Do you think homosexuals should be allowed to adopt? - sure why not
10. What is the meaning of life? - having good friends
11. Do you think everything was better in former times? - *shrug*
12. Would you consider yourself intelligent? - yeah
13. Listens to? - whatever i feel like
14. Friends? - course
15. Self-Confidence (1-10)? - 6
16. Immigration? - uh
17. Are you a feminist? - erm
18. Make-up? - not usually
19. Pessimist/Optimist? - optipess?
20. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? - yes
21. Most negative quality? - i get upset easily
22. Do you have a life? - i like to think i do
23. Can you manage without the Internet? - probably not
24. What's your opinion on big occasions such as Xmas, etc? - i love em
25. How do you dress? whatever i feel like wearing
26. Favorite Color? - blue
27. Is your hair dyed? - no
28. Organ Donor? - yeah
29. Do you fear death? - no because i have no problem with where im going
30. What means the most to you? - my family and friends
31. Are you popular? - er
32. Are you social? - yeah
33. Who would you most like to be? shybear
34. You biggest dream? - to live with my best friend and be happy for the rest of my life
35. What are you afraid of? - being lonely
36. Are you happy with the way you look? - in a way
37. Height? around - 5'4
38. Do you think your weight is OK? - no
39. Is there extra-terrestrial life? - who knows
41. Do you feel stressed? yeah...finals
42. What is GFSUH? - um
43. Do you believe in horoscopes? no. God has a plan
44. What star sign are you most like? - dunno
45. Do you believe in the universal right of freedom of speech? - yeh
46. Satanism? - eh
47. Christianity? - :)
48. Do you like school? - kind of to a certain extent
49. What would you do if you ruled the world for one day? - i'd probably sleep through it
50. Addicted to anything? - no
51. Easy to sleep? - yes ma'am
52. Do you like philosophy and psychology? - er never tried
53. Who would you want to hurt right now? a lot of gay people who try to be something they aren't and all the stupid people who sit there and put "'cause you're all i want you are all i need you are everything everything" in their profiles and dedicate them to their boyfriends when its WRITTEN TO GOD not your gay freakin boyfriends. hence the reason life house, A CHRISTIAN BAND sings it. thank you have a nice day.

Mon, 08 Dec 2003 21:16:45 GMT

7 full days of school left. thank God.

ok so a lots happened but i dont feel like going into detail with it. madrigal dinner was last week and that went really well. i have a chorus concert on sunday and that's really going to go well. then friday during school we're going to the governers mansion then that night singing at barnes and noble. should be cool. alright i really have nothing to say right now. i can't wait for school to be out.

its too late this time.

today is your birthday

Sun, 30 Nov 2003 14:33:19 GMT

yep, that's right. the moment has finally come. i am FINALLY 16. too bad i can't get my license until february. grr. but yeah, i was born 4 minutes ago at 9:30 haha. kinda scary but cool at the same time.

im gonna go to church today theni just plan on hanging out. im not looking forward to going back to school. i have to do all this homework today. it sucks.

umm what else. oh . i love people lol. atleast some. my best friends in the world are always there for me. when things go bad its total hades but once its over, its all worth it. i love you guys.

sar.